Oh this week.
Since this place is for me to talk about how I balance motherhood with life I started thinking about how I could address this.
How am I balancing this spiral of... well.. shit with being present in my day to day which has so many pockets of joy.
And then I remembered Tuesday night, when I had a few moments to watch my children. And I realized that is how I have to do it.
I have to check out and just be in my family moments.
I think that's how I'll balance it best.
Yesterday I stayed off social media and I felt much better at the end of the day.
Today, I get to go visit a new baby, bring the parents soup, feel the weight and breath of new life on my chest.
Tomorrow, we get to celebrate another new life that joined us recently. Check out of daily reality and remember that life continues to grow and change.
And yes, we have big responsibility. Huge. And I cannot go silent. But I can and must continue to seek that balance so required to forge the right path.